If you are my height, you have to understand that 125 is an absolutely fine weight. But the problem here is not the number, but the emotions around it. I’m not going to suggest that you starve and hurt your body in order to feel in control. But you need to show yourself that you can control your body, by stepping back right now, by trying to stop this ongoing binge by thinking about what you want for yourself, and for your future. Just think. And it will all be clarified.
April 2011
i feel like the biggest piece of shit right now. i cant stop binging, like the past few days, and i dont know why. its like i cant even control my own fucking mind. i just hide out in my house and cry because i just want to be skinny but im too fucked up to find the motivation and ACTUALLY do it. im 125lbs right now. you lost the weight so i guess thats why im asking you. i just dont know what to do...any advice would be nice...<3
did you go to the gym? or you just used to don't eat
Hmmm? Don’t fully understand.
But no, I quit going to the gym. It was getting obsessive and wasn’t really doing very much good.
I need to follow ACTIVE weightloss/thinspo blogs. REBLOG if you ARE.
hi =)...hey what is the name of that program of calories? please tell me I need it >.<...
xx
fatsecret. it’s fab!
"I needed to show myself I still had some control over the world I lived in." - Totally know what you mean <3 thanks for that kind of honesty.
What would we be, if we couldn’t be honest!?
<3 I’m sorry you’ve felt the same way. But just know it’s a battle worth fighting, letting go of that control while still feeling sane.